dream~

dream
it is not a cushion
it is not a buffer to the real
harsh world
it is a vision
put by the greater power
into your head
to make you see
that it is not a waste of time
if and only if
you dare to make that vision
be visible for everyone else

rule #1

if you want to have happy confident children.
you might want to stop comparing them with other people's children.
when you compare (by compare i also mean criticize) YOUR children with other children, you are also comparing (criticizing) your own lineage, genetics, hereditary etc. you are actually criticizing YOURSELVES!

plus, you are NOT helping at all. if you want your children to be good or smart or pretty or clean or polite etc.. YOU ARE THE ONES WHO SHOULD BE EXEMPLARY!

but if you can't, all i'm saying is... embrace your roots, your genetics, your background; and especially when all that shows in your children. embrace them, love them for the persons they are. instead of telling them or make them feel that they are not (more like NEVER) good enough for you. because you are NOT perfect either. so..come on..
your children have the ability to LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY too. be nice to them., after all,.. YOU MADE THEM!!!

LIFE

living,
breathing
the indicator that you are a living thing.
alive
and kicking
is what they say.
exactly what it is about living?
you want to be a good servant to Him
and you are also built not strong enough to fight
needs
wants
lusts
desires
just plain, MORE
we will always want more.
and love...
sweet,sweet love.
what is it about love that makes you feel so alive?
one of the strongest reasons for anything
to live for
to die for.
LIFE, ya Allah...please enlighten me and set me free of this burden
may i be a good servant, amin

Last Words, Atok.

if you were to leave this world, what would be your last words? i was watching my fav show in the world How I Met Your Mother latest episode; Last Words (this show is a tie with Grey's Anatomy).
it got me thinking... what would i say? what would i want the people matter to me to know? do i matter to them that my last words would be as important?

and then; i remember my Atok. i wouldn't really recall his exact last words to me... but, there was this time.. when i stayed back with him during my long holiday. and my weeks were almost up, few days before i had to leave... Atok was at his table, doing worksheets for his Japanese students i guess, and i passed by. and he stopped me. he held me tight and said, "Kan bagus kalau badan yan boleh kerat-kerat, separuh kat Jb, separuh kt KL, separuh kt Melaka.." and he said he missed me.and held me just a little bit longer. and then he let go. and continue his work...

i love you atok.. i do.. al-fatihah.

anger

take a few seconds and try to look back. we often feel angry at things that we do not know about. yes, we know what triggered the anger but we never took the time to really look at the matter deeper then we're supposed to. and if we really used our God given brain and not treat our intelligences not more than our birthright, then maybe; we wouldn't be angry at all. to know is to understand, and when matters are understood, it makes it all much easier to accept, and when you're able to accept. you won't feel angry anymore... not really.

one drop experiment

title: One Drop Experiment
aim: learning one part of life lesson
materials: coloured water (any colour of your choice), a piece of white cloth (preferably cotton)

procedures:

1. spread the piece of white cloth
2. drop one drop of coloured water on the white cloth.
3. observe and answer the questions below.
   

questions:

1. what happens to the drop of coloured water after being dropped on the cloth?
2. how long does it take for the coloured water to spread on the white cloth?
3. can the phenomenon observed be related to the act of kindness in life? why?
   
4. one drop of water is usually be taught as too little or more than often goes unnoticed, it lacks the mass and volume compared to a glass or bowl of water; however if one drop of water is equal to one act of kindness, will it make a difference? explain your answer based on the observation from the experiment.