Last Words, Atok.

if you were to leave this world, what would be your last words? i was watching my fav show in the world How I Met Your Mother latest episode; Last Words (this show is a tie with Grey's Anatomy).
it got me thinking... what would i say? what would i want the people matter to me to know? do i matter to them that my last words would be as important?

and then; i remember my Atok. i wouldn't really recall his exact last words to me... but, there was this time.. when i stayed back with him during my long holiday. and my weeks were almost up, few days before i had to leave... Atok was at his table, doing worksheets for his Japanese students i guess, and i passed by. and he stopped me. he held me tight and said, "Kan bagus kalau badan yan boleh kerat-kerat, separuh kat Jb, separuh kt KL, separuh kt Melaka.." and he said he missed me.and held me just a little bit longer. and then he let go. and continue his work...

i love you atok.. i do.. al-fatihah.

anger

take a few seconds and try to look back. we often feel angry at things that we do not know about. yes, we know what triggered the anger but we never took the time to really look at the matter deeper then we're supposed to. and if we really used our God given brain and not treat our intelligences not more than our birthright, then maybe; we wouldn't be angry at all. to know is to understand, and when matters are understood, it makes it all much easier to accept, and when you're able to accept. you won't feel angry anymore... not really.

Bumble-bee

strange
you might say
how this world go round and round
funny
i must say
that we meet at the oddest place
weird
is the way that we fell for each other
of all the people in the world
but
magical
is for the way you make me see
how you were always there in front of me
never away
always there
my darling bumble-bee

(11/07/2006)

*#%$$! merapu !%$@#

can't say you're gorgeous
but you have the sweets
can't say you're rich
but you never fail my needs
can't say you're smart
but you seem to always know
can't say you're sensitive
but' it's like you're always there
can't say that you love me
but it could possibly be
can't say a lot of things about you
but i'm trying, i still do
and all i can say is
my life is brighter, whenever there is you.

(11/07/2006)

the light of my tunnel

it was dark
i refuse to see
the road ahead in front of me
i was hopeless
loveless
lifeless
it was cold, true
i have lost my soul
i can't barely feel
i was dead inside

and then you came
change my frown to smile
my sorrow to joy
my tears to laughter
you forced me to walk
the road lay ahead
you opened up my eyes
so i can see
you;
the light at the end of my dark tunnel...

(11/07/2006)