Little Sarah

First artwork ever that is meant for something... 

It's not that great maybe..because I'm no artist (yet :P) but it means a lot to me...

Hope it will work out..pray for more to come. Finally, I get a shot at doing things I've been dreaming to do since I knew how to read. <3

dream~

dream
it is not a cushion
it is not a buffer to the real
harsh world
it is a vision
put by the greater power
into your head
to make you see
that it is not a waste of time
if and only if
you dare to make that vision
be visible for everyone else

rule #1

if you want to have happy confident children.
you might want to stop comparing them with other people's children.
when you compare (by compare i also mean criticize) YOUR children with other children, you are also comparing (criticizing) your own lineage, genetics, hereditary etc. you are actually criticizing YOURSELVES!

plus, you are NOT helping at all. if you want your children to be good or smart or pretty or clean or polite etc.. YOU ARE THE ONES WHO SHOULD BE EXEMPLARY!

but if you can't, all i'm saying is... embrace your roots, your genetics, your background; and especially when all that shows in your children. embrace them, love them for the persons they are. instead of telling them or make them feel that they are not (more like NEVER) good enough for you. because you are NOT perfect either. so..come on..
your children have the ability to LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY too. be nice to them., after all,.. YOU MADE THEM!!!

i wont

you can trash me up, beat me down, kick me in the gut, mess me emotionally
but
i am not giving up.
i wont give up on you
i wont give up on us
i wont give up on this world.
there is still a spark of hope for everything to be better and beautiful again
if you believe strongly enough.

nak tulis camni sebenarnya

"bisikku pada bulan
kembalikan temanku kekasihku syurgaku
tanpa dia malam menemanku
sepi memelukku
bulan jangan biar siang
biar alam ini kelam
biar ia sepi sepertiku..." (Khalil Gibran)



one day... i'll write something beautiful like this.~